I wish I could stay in Estonia
Alright. I know I posted things about that I want to leave here but as days are passing by, now I quite love here. Everywhere is green, peaceful city, nice architecture, respectful people and I started to build a warm community slowly.
I'm in the process of a new job process from Japan. They have a very generous offer. Full relocation package, gas allowance for car usage and offering 90% housing allowance. They will take care of every official process for me. They just want me to go there.
Visa process will also take 3-4 months.
Until that time, I'll aim for a job in Estonia with at least 2000 euro net salary. If I can get that amount, I can have a sustainable life here and I can change my mind about Japan. My priority is to settle in Estonia and have a life here. But without a good salary, life is not easy here. Developer job is almost impossible because my progression is slow as a turtle right now because of constant fatigue due to my current job and I know no one will want to hire a junior who only knows HTML, CSS, Git and basic JS.
If only I could get a entry level junior position, I know I can improve super fast. Because then I can focus full time on being developer as it will be main job anyway. So yeah, I'm in a paradox right now :')
Having no control over somethings make me feel quite weak and desperate. Let's see how it goes.