Having a Restless Mind

You know what’s worse than a restless leg syndrome? It is a restless mind.
Does your mind ever stop?
I have dozens of layers in my mind which are being processed at the same time non-stop.

The following is an example of what my mind have in a random moment and all at the same time in my so called layers:

• What to eat today.
• Should I stay or should I go, again?
• I should reply my mails today.
• I need to start exercising tomorrow.
• When will my debts end?
• What will happen in the next One Piece chapter?
• I should have bought that while it was on discount.
• Everything ends after I die, afterall.
• I am going to eat green curry next time at the Indian restaurant.
• Should I play Go, Chess, Pokemon Yellow or Generals Zero Hour today?
• Will I ever have a stability in my life?
• How the fuck I shut this mind up?
  and so on… While trying to having awareness and stop thinking.

As soon as I wake up, my mind kicks on. It is in a non-stop state even while working, having conversation with others, eating, having a shower, walking, shopping, gaming and dozens of other moments.
I guess it is my new trait for awhile. If I focus too much on this problem, I know it won’t go away. So I’ll just let it go by itself.
I’ll let my monkey mind to speak until it won’t have anything left to speak.