Feeling at home far away from home

For last 5 years, I have changed countries over 4 times. I always had this feeling of being dragged through hollow.
Something I do not know was missing. I never felt home. There were many times I was about to give up on trying my chances abroad and return to my home country. Because I believed that my country might feel at home even after being abroad so many years, lol.

Now, it has been over a year since I have come to Japan. Recently, I started feeling at home here. I’m not looking for other plans anymore. Just chilling my days, doing my hobbies and enjoying life. I, of course, have future concerns like any other average human being has these days. But that’s all. At least for now, I feel at home here and enjoying my days.

I feel at home Japan more than I feel at home for Turkey right now. It’s at a point that when I go to Turkey for business trips, I just want to come back to Japan as soon as possible after first few days in Turkey lol.

Anyway, this is just a quick update and a note to myself about how everything is going on with me. Okay, I moved my website to Hetzner server from Sourcehut. I’m experimenting many things, so I also wanted to try if my blog deploying automation works without problem,lol.